A Beautiful Mess

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My name is Kya. I am seventeen years old and am of Asian heritage. I have big, dark brown eyes and long, straight black hair that frames my face. I’ve never really considered myself attractive in a traditional feminine way because I’m so skinny and petite, and my breasts are very small but with incredibly sensitive nipples. In school I found that my nipples would become erect at random times, which was very embarrassing for me.
I’ve always been sexual, even before I hit puberty I was always thinking about kissing boys and having them hold me and stroke my body. When I finally hit puberty, these feelings got so strong they were close to driving me insane. I’d mentally undress every boy I’d see and I’d try to imagine what their dicks looked like and how it would feel to have one inside of me.
My father was very protective of me. So much so, he didn’t let me have sexual education, so I had never actually seen a boy naked before. I wasa bit of an outcast at school, so I couldn’t ask my friends about it either. Just thinking about it made my little pussy so wet with desire. I knew I would cum immediately if I saw a boy pull down his trousers in front of me…
It was a humid summers night and I was in my black bikini in my father’s hot tub, looking at the stars, imagining having a boy in the hot tub with me holding me and telling me how beautiful I looked. I sighed and poured some whiskey that I’d stolen from dad’s stash. ‘Why don’t boys like me?’ I thought to myself. As I got drunker I felt more and more depressed. Since my father was away for the weekend, a normal teenager should be having house parties and doing things they may regret in the morning. But I was sitting alone in a hot tub, thinking about all the things I’m missing out on.
‘This is too depressing’ I thought and got out of the hot tub, and made my way to the side door back into the house.
On our driveway I saw one of my dad’s friends walking up to the house. He saw me and waved.